It's said that if you truly want to change something you have to do it yourself. To give away your doubt and simply "do it." Is that what I've set myself for? Hard to say. But yes I have something that I've been meaning to do and something else that I need to fix. Which of course means that I'll probably end up doing both in due time in such a means as to allow myself the effort to finish them both.
Though allow probably isn't the right word for this situation. Instead... How about contemplate? Maybe.
I got in a fight with my beloved these past few days. And it's hurt me and him both. I can't say I know how things are from his point of view. And at times I even wonder what things are like from mine.
I'm hurting. I probably have a stoic exterior that doesn't betray anything. But deep down I'm hurting. It's been a journey to say the least. One that has been wrought with situations and even more so with issues.
Who knows.
Also to note. Drinking alone is depressing. Tweeting it to the world... even more so. Getting responses from strangers who would spend time with you, so you aren't so lonely. Priceless.
I'm likely to get kidnapped for a primere of the Lion King tonight... Wonder how that'll go.
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