03/31/2013 Last

It's the last day of this month. And so March ends. March dies. March moves on.

And at the end of it, what do I end up saying?

I suppose it's just that April is coming. And I'm happy it'll be here soon.

03/29/2013 Tisane

A Tisane or Infusion as it is sometimes synonym-ed as represents one of the most basic qualities that can be exploited from most herbs with flowering tops or delicate leaves.

The main constituent of these liquids of course is likely to be the dissolved essential oils and other particulates that are broken down into the hot water base.

So what is the easiest to call these things? "Herbal Teas" comes to mind. But by definition a tea must contain some part of the Camelia Sinesis plant. Yes I probably mispelled that. No I don't really care. I'm an herbalist in my own right. And if I so choose to spell things a little off. So be it.

03/27/2013 Just In Case

Because I'm not feeling well.

In case of what? I dunno nothing.

Nothing at all really, just wanted to say that for some reason. Cat is disdaneful of me.

Little bastard. He's one year old already and still treats me as a royal toy.

03/26/2013 Changing

For all that is in life must be in motion, lest the tides take you out to sea and nevermore the shore finds your being.

Oh that which was always found, was never lost to begin with; yet evermore should be desired should have want never known.
 

And so when the memories are and those who may never know. It is then that we truly can learn and contemplate from ourselves. 

03/25/2013 OD

I technically ODed today.

I somehow came to think that downing a bottle of cough syrup would make myself feel better. How shitty my supposition was.

Ended up almost throwing up. Throat feels better after I slept but that may just be a fact that I slept for once.

Word to remember sleep is a greater medicine than most things I can voodoo together

03/24/2013 Anti-Thesis

Because.


Wallowing away in life's darker reasons I decided against sanity and choose to enjoy more work. Because work is good right? Work makes money. And money can be used to afford trips and general happiness.

03/23/2013 Coughing

Fits of coughing. An acquaintence noted it might be of the Whooping variety.

Well damn. I hope not. If it is a lot of my coworkers are now infected with the bacterium.

Lets see if I can't cure it with a mix of herbalist know how and general tinkering?

All I need are Chamomile, Eucalyptus, Rose and some Lavendar. A deep and strong inhalation to purge whatevers in my lungs.

Fluid build up maybe? Or as I fancifully think, a colony of worms. Lovely little buggers burrowing through my alveoli puncturing and causing fluid build up. I don't doubt it could happen.

03/22/2013 Still coughing up a lung

Because that's a trend now. Sitting at home and dying before work :(

03/21/2013 Continuing stories of sickness

Because I swear there are lumps in my chest or something.

Specifically my lungs. The coughing sensation I get hit with once every few minutes really isn't cool. Not being able to breathe sucks just as much. Attempting to relax but feeling like there are knives shredding ones self from within. Even and much worse.

I lie in my room and hope that I can live out another few hours. Agony and general pain. Well no it's not nearly that bad but as a writer I embellish as necessary.

I might stop by Publix or something later tonight and pickup some Eucalyptus leaves to make a steam inhalation with. A small kettle for some tea wouldn't hurt either.

03/20/2013 Upload

So many pictures to upload, finalize and make better.

Penguins, Polar Bears and Statues Oh My.

People in animal costumes and all the rest :)


Which is to say of course that I've got a shit ton of pictures to upload.

And as such I'm going to listen to David Guetta for as long as my mind will let me. 

Kitty stares at me. And in the semi-darkness I'm not sure if he's just being judgmental or not caring.

03/19/2013 Rest For The Concrud

Amazingly little PCD. Yet I've got a massive case of I'm not even sure what it was.

Ugh. Hiccups + hacking coughs + general fatigue and dizziness. I thought I was dehyrdated but this is bad.

03/17/2013 Sunday Draws

Quiet. Settles on Maple Wolf Abbey.

Silence. Moments and moments left unheard. There is chaos brewing all around me. Yet I am oblivious to it. I'm scared kind of. I don't know where I want or where I am to go. And most of all I don't know how to move forward as I should.

03/15/2013 Enjoying Myself.

Oh god I love making out...

I really enjoyed myself :)

Yes Chris is a pretty awesome friend for spending time with me.

03/14/2013 Pi and Traveling

This one is going to be at the airport in a bit. Lots of traveling today. Flight to Atlanta at 6 and then deciding on my sanity and deciding if I should Marta my butt to the hotel or say fuck it and get a taxi. Well I suppose a shuttle wouldn't hurt.

Marta is only what 6 stops? And by myself it'll be a hassle. But I might just do it.

I have to call my cab soon. Here's to me being awesome and traveling like an awesome wolf.

03/13/2013 Pre-planning Packing.

It's like I really am not worried about anything. Which I think I should be. Because packing should be already be on my things DONE list.

And yet like making sure kitty has enough cat litter; I haven't gotten around to it. I'm such a bad person.

Instead I'm listening to remixes on youtube.

And subsequently wishing I had musical skill :(

Ah well.

Trip starts shortly. Imma nap a few sparse hours and then get my packing on.

03/12/2013 Perma

Planning phase 3 intiate! So much stuff left to do but we're in the final stretch m'dears!


POWER TO HE WHO PLANS AND KNOWS HOW TO MAKE THE MOST OUT OF LIFE!

03/11/2013 Odahviing

Because dragons don't tame themselves and this Dragonborn needs something to do while his greens cook :)

In related news, issues with my blogger are arising again. And it annoys me, but it's tolerable.

I'm catching a dragon now. And while I do so. Kitten is sitting here thinking I'm a useless bastard.

In other news travels this weekend. I'm looking forward to them all :)

03/10/2013 Unexplained Dreams.

Peppers. I was harvesting peppers in a greenhouse. Large red ones that curved in an odd manor. Someone shouted: "FIRE!" and in the chaos many people came rushing in, probably to look after their peppers while I went and shuffled out.

I don't know anymore the world and place I was at is hardly something I'm familiar with, it must be a recent construct.

03/09/2013 A blistering headache

If ever I were to have one. This feeling of intense emotion that permeates my head. Ugh. I shudder to think of why I am to be cursed with such.

And so I sit here, leveling Raeshani. She takes her blade in hand and soon would become the arch-magus. It is fated. And the achievements that will come tell of the same story.

I suppose it could be further thought then that her abilities were always to be but that would be of a different matter. I will retire again now. To the comforts and safety of my bed. Where I will rest another hour or two and stat my night anew.

03/08/2013 The Power of Choice

Choice is a dangerous thing. We often don't realize that small fact but it really is. Think for a moment about what could happen if you didn't have a real choice in the matter of things. Would you feel nearly as competent in your trade or craft?

Would you be where you are if you had no choice in the matter? Granted many of us may be in rather shitty situations and thus think we never had a choice in the matter; the simple fact remains that we do have a choice in the matter.

03/07/2013 Over Budget

Sorrows cloud my judgement. As anger and strife take hold.

03/06/2013 Let the blame follow the user

I could have saved $160. I seriously could.

Mind you I didn't because I didn't have the foresight to plan an impending doom situation with my debit card.

6 days. That's how long I've been locked out of my own bank account. And not because of my error. My bank seriously lost my address. So yes. I'm pissed off. Lots.

I'm getting dressed now so I can function at work and be productive and shit. And hopefully as I played my cards correctly I should be safe on everything I had originally planned for my trip next week.

Sans the shitstorm that may ensue. I should be fine. Here's to hoping for that $1600 paycheck that I budgeted (well ok I really only budgeted a $1200 paycheck but that may be hopeful thinking)

03/05/2013 Plan Changes

Nothing is a certain.

All things in this life and the next have a beginning and an end. And often times the blurring of the two leads to many issues that can not be foreseen.

03/04/2013 Use of Alcohol

Reviewing things in my beloved Skyrim, I came to note a small ESRB rating factor of "Use of Alcohol."

And then I think to myself. But... But... drinking in this game doesn't get you intoxicated :/


And therefore the use of alcohol is purely trivial. For it functions as any other potion or food item as a temporary buff and debuff that has no real purpose as it was stated. Hell if you changed it's name it wouldn't pose an issue at all would it?

Though I suppose one could not exist in the land of skyrim without alcohol as it is the lifeblood of a province.

What would the jarls and various heroes do without their beloved mead? Hell it plays a central part of at least two major story lines.

In that sense I suppose the use of alcohol is less a factor in the minds of the reviewers than as one of those things they have to warn about.

Because seriously playing Skyrim won't be making me want to fireball people any more so in real life than I normally do. And I though I'm a most adept blacksmith in the game, I have no real interest in the crafting of fine metal or leather goods in real life.

The only thing this game has made me want more is the ability to fly on the back of a dragon (which won't be happening any time in the near future, so meh). Well I would love to be an alchemist but my knowledge of herbalore is limited at best and in a world of science, it means little :(

03/03/2013 It's Cold.

Fuck this weather. It's cold. Like really really cold. Like it shouldn't be this cold in Florida in March.

No seriously Freeze warnings? What are we Canada?

I'm cold and my cat stares at me and wonders what I'm thinking. At which I believe he can read my mind. And that worries me somewhat.

In other news as my texts have figured out, my world is made of people who are scared and want to message me to say that they're afraid of themselves and have no friends.

03/02/2013 The Sins of Being Popular

Take for a moment not to look at one's self and instead at the world that always was.

In that moment realize that you are but a simple minded advanced primate who sits on his/her butt and stares at a complex compendium of flashing lights known as a computer.

Ponder on the intrinsic nature of that which is always lingering within one's reach. And with it know one's truth and meaning.

It is in that moment that you will realize eternally that you are but a spec of organic carbon bound to nothing more. You're meaning is basic and pointless and here of all places you'll learn that as nothing, you have the potential to become everything.

03/01/2013 Good Planning.

This one is brilliant. Because he plans ahead for shit that he doesn't expect to happen.

Such as having a book of checks ready so that when the complex's internet system decides to die he can still pay his rent on time.

Because yes book of checks is awesome.

That being said, his card should still work. And he shouldn't be not eating for no apparent reason.