04/30/2013 Friends.

My cats. For whatever reason. They've stopped fighting today. And I'm so amazed and happy about it.

Well ok, they still fight but for the most part they just sit and stare at each other.

I'm happy about it to say the least. It's nice to know that they can get along. Even if they choose not to.

04/29/2013 Cereal

So today of all days I was craving a peppery fiery soup to make my day better.

And after making said soup and enjoying it to my biggest capacity,I had oene more craving.

And of all things I had to crave something sweet. Of course if you knew my apartment I normally don't carry sweet foods. I'm more of a savory kinda guy.

That being said. Cereal. It was on sale yesterday and I happened to get some.

Let me tell you, it was a great buy :)


Something sweet and unhealthy (hey I'm not going to lie and say it's good for me.

Also lots of spelling mistakes tonight. Dunno why.

04/28/2013 Twelve

I'll be awake until about 8:30 tomorrow morning. At which time I'll arrive back at my home. I'll sit on my ass and game for a bit and talk for a bit and then pass the fuck out.

It's a righteous kinda story.

And now that I am freshly showered, I just need to find clean socks and then off to Publix. Again mind you. Because I'm out of cat litter again ;/

I swear I take care of two shit machines. They eat, get into arguments and then shit. Lots and lots of shit. Like I have to dump out this box twice a week. Which reminds me *GET TRASHBAGS*

And while you're at it, tea. More tea for the night. A mug wouldn't hurt either.

04/27/2013 Tong Hao

Also known as the Garland Chrystnthemum and a bunch of other names and mumbo jumbo.

For me. it's a delicious vegetable that adds a very refreshing bitterness to my noodles. Not to mention it's packed with all that good stuff that your doctor keeps telling you to eat.


Mmmm....


But yes it was a lovely day off for me and tomorrow I begin anew with another 12 hour work night and what not else associated with it. I suppose it'll be a sign of the times if I ever get around to being happy with myself and the status of things to come.

With any luck my new compy will be here in the next few days.

04/26/2013 Rhyme.

Because in life, two things that make no sense bind to it.

In other news. I got bored and hooked my laptop to my TV.

It's an interesting change of events. I've never done the double screens with my laptop before and indeed it is an interesting change of events.

I wonder what it'll be like when I kill zombies with it :P

Oh yes the other monitor came in. And now to wait for my laptop :)

04/25/2013 For the Spanish?

Well no not really. I was just in one of my AoE 2 moods and decided that I wanted to play as the Spanish because converting my enemies is an awesome strategy. Anyway that aside, I'm in for a shitty shitty night.

12 hour shift? Of course I want a 12 hour shift. I start at 7:30 and don't get off until 8 AM. Exciting stuff for me. And then I'm going to stop by the Publix (out of cat litter and what not).

My two princes are being bastards once more and won't stop fighting :( It saddens me to see the two of them so, how I wish I could actually leave them in the same room. But sadly I fear I'd come home to a corpse if I were to do that. And as such I can't. These two brothers will have to be kept apart. As is the way things are in my life.

For now though, I'm going to leave a bit earlier than usual and stop by someplace for noms and caffeine. Something to keep me sane tonight.

04/23/2013 General Self-Loathing

Because I spent part of the day asleep. And the rest of the day stopping my two kittens from killing each other.

And while they seem to have finally resolved not to attack each other, I now am at a moral delimma of how the hell am I going to take care of them should I ever need to go out of town or anything of that nature?

04/21/2013 C'est

Gonna be sick again. Herbal medicine working slower than I would have hoped it would :(

04/24/2013 Debates on Social Issues

I'm sitting here fresh out of the shower and I think to myself: "Why is Gay Marriage an issue?"

Aren't there bigger things that everyone should be worried about? You know like the impeding overpopulation crisis. Or global hunger, deforestation, loss of biodiversity, hell even the BS war thats about to happen between North Korea and the World.

Instead, the world (and more specifically Americans) focus on the same religious oriented BS that has been plaguing the world for years.

Just get over it? It's not hurting you if two people wanna get married. If you're too butt hurt over something this small, go protest the war or something; at least then you'll have some legitimate reason to be a bitch.

04/22/2013 Rest for the sleepy eyed.

Rest because I just pulled 14 hours. And am alive.

Running on caffeine. Not particularly healthy, no. But I'm alive. So that's saying something about myself.

Cats ecstatic about my return. Sadly no fun time for me as I must rest and rest is the only allotment I will allow. Be back up around 10.

04/20/2013 Kelp

So I started watching another Korean cooking drama.

And of all things I started craving Korean chili paste.

And of course I decided to spend a bunch of my monies at the Asian market solely to get such items.

And as such. For dinner. I made some kelp dipped in spicy Korean chili paste.

I'm sure the Koreans have a name for such a delicious treat. My gut on the other hand will probably bitch slap me repeatedly in the morning.

Ah well, regret is for the living. And I will keep regretting such life decisions. Though to be honest I missed Asian food. Like a whole whole lot. and having something small like this will make me feel better in the long run.

04/19/2013 Defy

As I think about it, I'm fucking racist.

No really, I really am.

And this isn't anything about the whole Boston incident that's on going right now.

Rather I'm racist against my own ethnicity.

And while that sounds stupid as fuck. It really isn't.

It's how I was raised to see everything as competition. How much of my childhood was full of the same bullshit about how I wasn't like the other kids. And why could I be like X or Y or Z. And that. That is the reason I'm racist today.

At the core of it all, I'm a good person. I just hate because I was emotionally trained to. It's part of the reason I can't look at pictures of faces and equally as much a reason why I don't find peace in anything anymore. That feeling that I can't even stare at my own reflection. That is something very troubling.

04/18/2013 Garlic Crabs

Because I crave unhealthy things once in a while. And a messy crab dish will be amazing.

04/16/2013 Abuse

The internet. I has wifi again. It's an interesting feeling to have it again. I don't know why I feel strangely happy about it though.

Also it being Tuesday, I have to figure out whats so special about today.

Something feels different. I can't say exactly what but something feels off.

I still have one kitty butt staring out the window searching. Searching for something Or maybe he's just a scout adept and is fascinated by EVERYTHING that moves. Of course the most logical thing to think about is that he has noted another animal outside and being that he is a cat. Everything that isn't him must either be a big scary monster or competition.

Morgam has fit into the family pretty well I'd have to say. I was originally caught between calling him Shaymi or Efai. But neither really fit him as well as I thought they might. Shaymi has a distinct feminine feel to the name. As for Efai. Is it rude to call a cat chubby? Well Morgam is built well, body weight distinguished and what not. As for the rest of him he's not exactly Nasari's skinny self.

No I'm not going to call my cat fat. He's a doll but not a fat doll.

04/15/2013 Taxes

Because I like procrastinating. And while I should be an adult and not procrastinate on such things, I know I'll finish it quickly...

04/14/2013 Integration

Today my kittens stayed all of 5 minutes without trying to attack each other. A bit of isolation seems to have done the trick. AND they're both behaving.

It seems the key is to not make them jealous of the other but to let them realize that waging war isn't fruitful in either of their ambitions to take control of my room and property.

04/13/2013 New Family Member

Morgam. I think it's pretty much set now that this bastards name will be Morgam.

He sniffs everything. And after being acclimated to my room for a bit, he no longer is waging war with Nasari. The two still have far to go before they're "friends" but I forsee them not killing each other tonight should I leave them be.

I'll post pictures when I'm able to :)

04/12/2013 Three More Minutes.

Three more minutes until my alarm went off, I sat there in bed. Eyes closed as if I were actually going to be able to fall asleep or something.

The back of my throat itches and is parched and probably the long suffering victim of nasal drip or some other farfetched medical mumbojumbo that the latest miracle drug could assist.

I'd lie there and think to myself: "Well damn, just three more minutes? That's a shit load of time. Just a little longer in bed then."

My right hand would clasp onto the phone with a vice like grip and I'd be out of it. So fucking out of it.

04/11/2013 Airplanes in the Night Sky

Yes I'm listening to that song.

It happens from time to time when I'm at a lost for a better things to do/think about.

No my sentences tonight are in disjointed segments AGAIN. And no I don't particularly care for grammar at the moment. Or general conventions of English normalcy or ya know anything else for that matter.

It's one of those nights, I just wanna turn on the TV and fall into a pit of music. I've got an exciting shift that gets off at 8 AM and while I was able to get about 6 hours of sleep, I have a nasty feeling that I'll be in need of red bull to get me through my madness.

Though I suppose it's as good as any other chance to enjoy cranberry and see how it comes out. I suppose considering how I end up downing all of these cranberry cocktails, that at least part of me seriously enjoys the tart and urinary tract strengthening brew.

Hm... Cranberry Vodka? VOOODKA. VOOOODKA!. I've heard of a particular honey vodka blend from Europe. I must find myself such a bottle. Refinement in it's finest :)

VOOOODKA.

04/10/2013 Blurred Vision

I wonder if all of my current issues are a side effect of the mucinex that I've been taking for my cough/cold.

There indeed could be a direct correlation between general sickness/fatigue/drymouth/disorientation.

Hot shower and steam inhalation seems to have done some kind of trick as I'm feeling marginally better.

In other news job shadow in morning, hoping for a slow night so I can research some good questions to ask. 

04/09/2013 MVP

AOE 2 came out today for Steam.

It sucks as much as I remember it to.

Which is to say I love the game. BUT currently the multiplayer lag is making the experience horrid.

How am I to micromanage or improve my micromanaging skills if my armies and gatherers jump across the terrain and are in general unable to do as I command them to?

For the most part, the game for today was pretty good. I learned that I'm about a mid rank player. Not exceptional by any means but better than plenty of other players.

I haven't mastered the strategy necessary to be an exceptional player yet but then again, I never claimed to be a god or anything.  I suppose in the months to come, I will learn and in learning improve.

04/08/2013 Weary

Weary eyes.

Painful rest. It's hot. and this one wants only to sleep.

Did I mention it's hot? The apartment gets solar radiation much of the day. Which leads to issues.

Many of them. I feel bad for kitten in that sense. He has that dense coat of fur on that won't be mattering all that much.

And yes. I'm sitting here. Resting. It's my day off. My "Saturday" if you will.

And I look forward to enjoying myself :)

04/07/2013 Horrid Husky

Huskies. They're evil evil dogs.

Such adorable faces, friendly natures and that damn curl.

:( makes me sad that I don't have one.

Yes I'm kinda craving a doggy.

Nothing wrong with the kitty of course. He's just not very affectionate.

04/05/2013 So much to do

So yeah, another evening spent doing not much. Slept in and what not.

And here I am getting ready for work and suddenly remember Jinx has a sale :/


UGH.

Well may have to miss that sale then it seems.

Kitty is making strange mewing news I can only assume he's hungry. I should probably feed him before he mauls my face off. Or worse shit.

I hate him so much sometimes. But then, all relationships are lovehate. 

04/03/2013 Illness Stage 3

The kind where you're sick and you know you're sick.  But logically you shouldn't be sick anymore because it's been nearly 3 weeks. And so at the very least by simple math you shouldn't be infectious anymore.

Yes that kind of sick.

And on a related note I need to shower. Like now. Wash the darkness from my mind and being. And get ready to drive my ass to work. I'm sufficiently awake now. Crushed by the indignation of rejection. And as it is burned into my mind for yet another night. I can't help but wonder if this is a type of Karma.


But if they say no. I'll relent on my madness and accept my fate. So be it. Shower, then work.

04/02/2013 Dust

All that is will return to that which gave it life in the first place.

Be it nothing more than the hope and lost memories.

Dust and Ash. Two in the same are these materials of old. They represent a memory. Can you figure out which one?

IN one we have the hopes. They are found by the lost and represent the forward movement that is the rest.

Ash. That which comes from the flame. Burned and reduced.

Dust. That which comes from the dead. Deceased and moved.

In each memory slight hopes can be found still.

Maybe that's what it is meant to be.

04/01/2013 April The First

It's the First day of this fourth month of the new year.

And supposedly the world is in a laughing mood. Full of trickery, mockery and general tom foolery.

I on the other hand will not partake.

Instead.

...

Instead I will be at home.

I will raise great roads amongst the lands and from that point build tower sky scrapers to ascend to the heavens.

Yes punctuation. It. Is. Useful. And. The. Lack. Of. Its. Use. And. Its. Over. Use. Is. Evil.

But on that note, I'm not being productive, I'm playing Sim City because it's a good game now that server issues aren't prevalent.

Outside. There are black people shouting explictives. I could swear I heard something breaking. I snuck a peek outside as my cat would and didn't see any damage to my car. And so I'll sit back and be invisible. I don't care much to get between that shit.