01/31/13 Dreams

Another exciting night of dreams.

Lots of old friends. Places I remotely remember. And school buses?

I'd want to say that it's a flash back of regret for not having done more during my travels recently but that can't be right as the hotel room my dreams conjured was far too grand for some random escapade.

The rest of the dream is of course all a blur at this point. Scant wisps of things I can't help but attempt to patch together.

01/30/13 Glasses

I recently ordered a pair of glasses. Because ya know I don't need them. Well I do need corrective lenses but these were more on a whim to see if they really did function as advertised.

And so I have a pair of amber tinted lens now. They're interesting to say the least. My eyes keep auto correcting the color layout so there's a slight glow that morphs as I wear them.

I wonder if it's a sign that I'm not meant to wear them?

But a good scientist must be able to test anything and go by that basis.

And so I'll look like a damn hipster with these on and go by that for the forseeable future.

01/29/13 And so the Dream

I had an amazing dream last night. Old friends. Lots of them. From ages past. We were enjoying ourselves quite a bit...

But it's just that isn't it? A dream.


Time to make new memories so I can dream of them again.

01/28/13 Chances

Let's say that I have a proposal for you.

Nothing complicated, nothing troublesome. Just a yes or no.

Would you consider it before I offered it?

01/26/13 In the Waking Hours

It's evening once more. And this one stretches and pulls his back because it feels good to.

I'm sitting at home contemplating various things that I should be doing or could be doing but obviously am not doing. Maybe I could help Nasari or Raeshani out but that would be a considerable time investment that I may or may not care to do. And then of course I could always just not care about either of them and simply continue upon my day as I originally had planned.

Revenge while an inherently corrupting force has it's uses. And that is something we must all remember.

01/25/13 Lack of Illness

It's now Day 3. 48 hours past and this one is amazingly healthy. Nervous function has recouped and while mental state is still somewhat frazzeled. Auxiliary mode is active and mental stability is at an all time high.

All sectors reporting in that there are no active infections that need to be worried about. Dermal lacerations are mending and optical cortex is focusing as appropriate.

SO yeah. Traveling has led me to believe that I just need to be sick before I travel and I don't be afterwards. Which of course I can handle. Beats getting a case of the flu from going to a major airport or ya know worse. Which of course may be the reason why I only asked for juice while on my flight (VITAMIN C FOR THE WIN)

I'm home now. Contemplating how I'm going to clean my room. Got so much stuff that needs to be packed away or just vanish for the time being. And clothes that need to be washed. Yep. Is the adult life.

01/24/2013 Less Functional

So as it would seem, this one does need significantly more sleep than he allows himself.

01/23/13 Home and 99% functional

Landed from my crazy flights this morning at what 9/10ish? Came home organized some stuff dumped my clothes on the floor and browsed imgur for a good 4 or 5 hours.

I'm awake now. I have a lengthy journal to post. And lots of stuff to write about. And more. But yeah :)

Off to work in the next hour ish so I should probably get hair dried, cleaned up and packed with all of my gear.

New accessories and what not to be equipped :)

01/18/13 Tired

So yeah, head off. Dying... This ones legs are mush. And so much walking. Walked several miled todays... Seriously my brain....and the rest of ne is sore now.

01/17/13 Why am I awake?

Good question. Good answer being that I'm busy cleaning and packing and making sure kitten doesn't starve while I'm gone.

AH SOOOOO MUCH STUFF TO DO...

Also tomorrow evening I get to meet a long lost friend. Someone I've known for nearly 4 years yet I've never had the pleasure of meeting. It'll be fun :)

01/06/13 Shopping for the Just

Went shopping for essentials for the trip... My money is going bye bye :(

01/15/13 Sleep for the Just

Sleeping is a natural thing for most humans. Most being the optimal word as this one has the most messed up sleep schedules sometimes.


For instance, I just woke up. Like seriously. Hard to believe? Yeah, me too. I had a whole evening of stuff lined up which obviously I won't be doing now as I slept through the good majority of it. And so what's up next is a good question.

Planning would require that at least one of the people I want to be around is awake... Ugh no one is awake on the east coast (well normal people anyway)

That and Target is closed now so the to go kit that I'm so fond of isn't going to be available until Tuesday at the earliest.


Hm... Camera came in yesterday. Pretty awesome little Purple one that was a lovely 58% off. I think I'll get around to taking some awesome pictures of things other than my cat ;P

01/13/13 Life Under The Microscope

Shortly typed and shortly done, the mind's passions quite undone. Desires wrought, hopes for not. You and me together.


Have to get going soon. Like sooner than soon. Dressed to look alive.

Work and stuff and sobriety sucks. Maybe I'll have some tea.


Caffeine and sugar, ingredients; more? You shouldn't have to worry.

Packing soon, Flight soon. Off, sure in a hurry.

01/09/13 Well this is a poor resolution

What I had hoped would be my advent of writing once more has proven indubitably to be a failure as once more I am not writing :(

Ugh. What has changed about me that stops my will to write? What have I done so wrong to cause this?

There must be a reason as to why I'm not writing anymore.

Have I lost the drive to keep writing? Or maybe there's just something out there that I'm fundamentally missing.

Ah well just under a week now until awesomeness ensues. So much planned, so much to do and all the hugs/cuddles and general awesome time with me to be.

I'll be traveling soon and I reallly really look forward to it.

01/06/2013 Smells like burned wool.

Burned wool? Refine that to burned lint.

Something either died or is now cooking dreadfully in the air vents. I am not happy about this.

It smells of death in my room right now. Which of course may be a side effect of that or the kitty litter box's smells of doom.

I'm not exactly sure which one is worse right now.


Work soon and me getting dressed for it.


Lots of stuff that I have to work out the kinks to and time I'm not sure where I'll find. But ya know I'm good with things like that. I have a notebook again. It's evolved from it's previous incarnation and I have a good mental status of it all.

Kitty is a bitch. I hate how smug he looks all the time. Or the way he has to sleep on my hair. Or generally how long he seems to be. How can he exist? I for one don't know.

01/04/2013 Planning

Being that I'm the type of person who can't actually go about doing anything in this life or the next without planning. Right here and now seems to be a good time to do some said planning.

Why exactly did this come to mind? Oh no real reason. Just have lots to do in the next 2 weeks. Have a trip planned soon that I need to finalize some stuff on and then of course there's the matter of my absence in writing up to late.

What was supposed to be another attempt at writing each day for a year seems to have gotten off to a bad start. Yes well aware that it's already the fourth day of this new time period. But ya know. I'm the master of my own fate. And I always will be.

It's what I think is Friday evening in Florida. This one at his desk, poised for another exciting night of work. And while it's killing me slowly, I can't help but think that this is a good day as any for me to be happy with my achievements and with my head kept high to ponder and to think. I am after all generally cheerful by nature. And as long as I don't suffer from hubris, things should only get better.

Words written and all that jazz aside, I really should get dressed for work. It starts soon and I have to get going.

Nasari is doing well, his fat little chubby self is rolling around on my bathroom floor waging war against the invisible monsters that plague this universe. I'll have to remember to pick up some more cat food for the stash. Hm.... That does bring about the question of what I'm going to do about feeding/watering him while I'm gone. It'd be easy enough just to set another litter box or 3 out for him but he needs a stable source of water.

I'll keep that in mind when I visit Petsmart in a day or two.