If it only it were so simple as to be like *snap fingers* and instant productivity. That'd be epic right? Just sit back here and as I gaze through the screen, not really focusing on the words I'm typing see something and then decide to actually get to and write what I'm doing? Yeah that'd be awesome.
However that's unrealistic and rather than doing said creative thing I instead will be here watching random TV episodes and trying to find someone to talk to. Indeed my original plans to finish this forsaken paper have been defunct as I haven't even gotten a single page of it done.
The deadline is upon me and as my finger's ache ever more to type something, anything be it meaningful or useless I do have to wonder what if anything this means...
Less than 4 weeks now. And I'll be with my boyfriend. Holding my pup in my arms and savoring his closeness.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Exams?
It's Tuesday morning yet again. And I have less than 5 hours of backup reading, concept cramming and possibly praying to one's spirit guides for divine intervention before this mid-term.
In other news I'm awake. A lovely 5ish hour sleep period. Followed by a hot shower and shampooing of the hair. Breakfast would logically be the best course of action after this but I realize thats probably not going to happen. Instead I'll guzzle 2 bottles of water some soda and stylize my hand writing some more. In the process I'll have written down at the very minimum the key notes of the papers I have to subsequently work on before Spring Break next week. I have all of the books I need for class now and though i still can't force myself to give a shit about any of these books at the very least I'll be ready for what's to come.
Kyle and I have been good. I'm planning on visiting him sometime after Spring Break and I really look forward to just spending time with him.
I really do need to get studying now though. I'll post again when I have time.
In other news I'm awake. A lovely 5ish hour sleep period. Followed by a hot shower and shampooing of the hair. Breakfast would logically be the best course of action after this but I realize thats probably not going to happen. Instead I'll guzzle 2 bottles of water some soda and stylize my hand writing some more. In the process I'll have written down at the very minimum the key notes of the papers I have to subsequently work on before Spring Break next week. I have all of the books I need for class now and though i still can't force myself to give a shit about any of these books at the very least I'll be ready for what's to come.
Kyle and I have been good. I'm planning on visiting him sometime after Spring Break and I really look forward to just spending time with him.
I really do need to get studying now though. I'll post again when I have time.
Monday, February 14, 2011
Valentine's Day
It's that day of the year that comes around once a year. And ya know for the first time since I entered college, I really do feel happy about Valentine's Day. I have a boyfriend this year. And though we haven't even been together for a week, I do have to say that it means a lot to me to be able to text someone this morning (a few minutes from now) and wish them a great day.
And among other things it would seem that I've sold out on at least one of my New Year's Resolutions. Because I've already broken the promise to write a blog entry every week. Stupid right? After all I've been trying so hard to get better at writing and this really would have been not only the easiest means but also one of the most fruitful applications of my literary skill out there.
As I'm not much of a writer unless I suddenly get intimately passionate with it, I have to wonder if I'm just rambling now. I am probably and when I look back on this day so many months and years from now I'll probably read this post and think the younger me is a dork. A lazy dork who has an amazing boyfriend. I don't really know if I'll be single or with someone special, married or dead by then. I really don't know my future but to say the least It's kinda what I expected out of life: Everything is in motion.
This week should be interesting, other than my bf, I'm going to hunker down and do some serious studying. I have a paper due this evening, a presentation tomorrow evening. Book Review sometime later this week, oh and a midterm in Dr. Montgomery's literature class. If I hunkered down and actually read the books I think I could be perfectly fine. Would that work out for me? My attention span jumps way too much for me to realistically allow me to do anything of the nature. Of course I have grad school to consider as well. Maybe I'll look into going some place up North?
Meh so much to consider and so much more to contemplate. I'm going to keep writing I guess and see if I can't find a future from this outlet.
And just to rub it in for all the haters.
I love you Kyle. You make me happy with your dorky smile and deep snow grey eyes. You've popped up in my dreams numerous times and I really enjoy talking to you.
Happy Valentine's Day luv.
And among other things it would seem that I've sold out on at least one of my New Year's Resolutions. Because I've already broken the promise to write a blog entry every week. Stupid right? After all I've been trying so hard to get better at writing and this really would have been not only the easiest means but also one of the most fruitful applications of my literary skill out there.
As I'm not much of a writer unless I suddenly get intimately passionate with it, I have to wonder if I'm just rambling now. I am probably and when I look back on this day so many months and years from now I'll probably read this post and think the younger me is a dork. A lazy dork who has an amazing boyfriend. I don't really know if I'll be single or with someone special, married or dead by then. I really don't know my future but to say the least It's kinda what I expected out of life: Everything is in motion.
This week should be interesting, other than my bf, I'm going to hunker down and do some serious studying. I have a paper due this evening, a presentation tomorrow evening. Book Review sometime later this week, oh and a midterm in Dr. Montgomery's literature class. If I hunkered down and actually read the books I think I could be perfectly fine. Would that work out for me? My attention span jumps way too much for me to realistically allow me to do anything of the nature. Of course I have grad school to consider as well. Maybe I'll look into going some place up North?
Meh so much to consider and so much more to contemplate. I'm going to keep writing I guess and see if I can't find a future from this outlet.
And just to rub it in for all the haters.
I love you Kyle. You make me happy with your dorky smile and deep snow grey eyes. You've popped up in my dreams numerous times and I really enjoy talking to you.
Happy Valentine's Day luv.
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