02/28/2013 Call Me Maybe?

Listening to remixes because I can.

This one in particular is rather catchy. And I'm not totally sure as to why I like it so much.

Yeah ^

It's stuck in my head like a mofo. And no its not because I'm a depressed little hopeless romantic. (which I'm not denying I am).

I'm searching for something out there. Like the lonely dove whom coos incessantly but to no avail as no one can hear him. Yes like that. Like a melodramatic soap that you have to hate because of the subject matter but you can't hate that much since it's somewhat touching.

Nonetheless many many things conspire against me. The least of which is myself. I don't really know how to love myself so how can I care about others?

My upbringing has turned me in a shallow mess of various things.

The most core of these aspects is that I don't know how to love.

02/27/2013 Metaphysics

Well I suppose the correct term may or may not be metaphysics.

However the coincidental nature of my dream and how I woke up when some diety aspect in said dream told me the music would end soon. Yeah that's somewhat irritating/creepy/etc?

So in said dream, I'm all LADIDA! DREAM WORLD.

And then all of a sudden I'm trying to explain to someone the dimensional basis and property value as related to that which is lower hell and upper hell. As it would be. Upper hell is a separate plane of existence from lower hell.

In the planetarium that my mind created, upper hell is in semblance to a plane. A seemingly endless expanse of what I can assume must be matter that extends in all directions. Lower Hell and what I presume as Terra existed as tear drop shaped projections propelling away from either expanse of said plane. And though I can't say for sure if the three realms touched. I'm not one to question something along those lines.

In other news, sleep is a fleeting thing for me but such scientifically orienting dreams are uncommon place to me as subject matter that I readily remember from the dreamscape.

I can only wonder what it means for me.

02/26/2013 On Pokemon

Well I guess it's confession time once again.

I still play pokemon semi-regularly.

I say semi-regularly because my ds charger is shit and the cat using it as a chew toy hasn't exactly helped it's life span.

That being said.

I'm working on my soul silver again.

Yes I know I'm more into Heart Gold, but Target, Best Buy and Wal-Mart all conspired against me and wouldn't let me get one, so I had to go for the backup. And I'm not really complaining, I enjoy my Soul Silver.

It's a nice break from Gen V's graphics and all that jazz.

And then when I'm really in the mood I'll even go back to Gen 3 just so that I can say I caught Groudon without a masterball.