06/04/12 'Twas

'Twas the day before my birthday.

And I was not home.

For "Fuck It!" I said. And left with a "harrumph."

To old Gainesville I traveled all through the day.

:/ Why am I attempting a lyrical format? It doesn't suit my writing style at all. And that's not to mention the fact that the majority of my readers are bots so they wouldn't garner any interest in my writing style to begin with.

Hm...

Ah well today I spent much of my day in Gainesville. I was in the company of a good friend of mine who enjoys my company and he bought me lunch. This simple gesture means a lot to me.

For you see. None of my friend have gotten me a birthday gift in 4 years now. And this guy... We only met 2 months ago.

I guess you could say we connected well. That conversing with each other I was able to understand him.

I'll have circled the sun 23 times as of tomorrow. 23 times the world has revolved around a star in the center of our solar system.

And I have learned oh so much in this abysmally short existence. And there is so much more that I could possibly learn; so much that I could reach out and touch. So much that I could become a part of. I don't think I have much to lose at this point. All the people who've forsaken me in the past are no longer part of my present existence. They're memories that I've simply let go of or will soon be able to let go of.

Am I mistaken? Have I lost my way? Is the purpose and plan by which I mean to live my life but a lonely, lost meaning? No. I'm hurt yes. That's a undeniable fact. But hey; we're all hurt sometime in our lives. At least once in our existences, our hearts will touch against another's and in turn we'll feel the pain of them walking through us; ripping away a piece of our being.

There is no denying that.