So yeah my daily blogging failed again for the month of November. Because due to my freak sleep schedule I've once again been unable to succeed in blogging daily :/ Or rather. I was awake at some point during my day but I didn't get around to blogging because I had put it off for some time like this. Well rather I had put it off till later.
Granted I was completely not expecting to passout from 4 to 1 A.M... Which gives a rough time line of how my body works. I only had about 4 hours of sleep the night before, force-ably woke myself up to finish somethings and chat with a friend.
Friday was to say the least unproductive. :/ Yes I know. Checked up on a few of my listings and realized that I had no hits. Then got depressed as I checked my bank account again and still realized that I'm broke. My plans for anything at this point are continuing down the drain and I don't want that. I want to be able to spend time with my friends. To be able to lie back and laugh at myself and be like yes I can finally fucking relax. That my sirs is what I want out of this life right now. That is what I want to be able to do.
But of course life sucks, I'm broke and for the most part I don't have anything I can fall back on. Hell I'm not even sure how I plan to pay off my bills at the moment :/
I'm gone luvs. Gone and maybe not coming back. Well I'll be back but not in the same sense. *sigh* Fuck all of this.
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