It's seriously been a month since I've typed anything and I don't really have a good answer for why.
Well I can give excuses. But excuses aren't useful answers. They exist in a parallel to the truth and that's all there is to it.
To say the least I'm stressed right now. Stressed over school. Stressed over life. Stressed over my future and other things. Even the prospect of being with the boyfriend next weekend is stressful. *sigh* Could there be a remote possibility that my life gets less stressful? Maybe. But it's not looking so good right now.
And most of all I seem to just want to rant. About everything. Maybe I'll feel better if I get it off my chest. Maybe?
Ok. So at the very core of my concerns are my many job related ones.
Working with my night job I have a relatively inverted sleep schedule that bitch slaps me whenever I'm awake and I can't really get any deep sleep. I often wake up during whenever and feel groggy for a few hours.
Of course that is saying that I have a job still. Because oh yeah my grades weren't top peak last semester. So while I bitch about my grades to the teachers, I have the possibility of not having a position anymore. I have to get going for a little bit. I'll type the rest of it when I get back.
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